post tenebras lux

Monday, April 02, 2001

who wouldve thought a videostore would be the catalyst for so much thought! have u seen how much crap there is on video these days?! my gosh! anyway... so yeah... u learn a lot about yourself from watching others. You learn what is likeable in ppl.. and wat is ugly. not being judgemental or anything... well i am... but its really incredible to see the amount of variety in ppl therse days! from the obviously rude to the considerate to the angry to the open minded... from the biggoted to the intelligent....
a whole variety...
and i dunno.. u can see how fulfilled ppl ar ein their faces.. in their attitudes when they come home from work... how polite they are to you at the store... or how short tempered they can be. i hope i find an occupation i derive enjoyment from... i hope i can be the person who comes into the store and makes it that much brighter or tolerable...
i wanna be more than wat i am
fulfillment comes not from anything in this world... only through Christ. i thik thats becoming more and more obvious. Paul said it best.. if we have not Christ.. we should eat and drink for 2molo die. wat do non-Christians do to find fulfillment? wats the reason to go on slogging away at work which most of the time is pointless and only for money? fight club.
bah
i dunno wat im talking about
choose life... eternal life...

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